knn....tml labour day or may day....rest oso cannot rest...stiu hav to go choir....oh well....guess the stress level is so high now...wif guitar GWH chinese drama G modern dance GWH.....we can oso GWH de....tahan hanrui tahan...it'll be all over by next week tuesday....a few days more wif tt sucky SWW2.......tahan.,....
anyways my meimei today v v nice...i like sign in den she immediately pm mi...ask if i'm ok....WOW...lolx....really touched....=))))
ok la....now heading over to max house...crash for the night....go high on booze and wake up to choir tml wif a horrific hangover....fuck SYF.....fuck PHOON YEW TIEN......
but look on the bright side....SPIDERMAN 3 OPENS TML!!!eh i'm definitely not gonna be those dumbass ppl who will squeeze wif the crowd to watch it.....pls lurs....packed like sardines like dat....no way!! haha i jio he fan thurday go watch...thursday school day lesser ppl...so tink and hope will b able to get better seats.....
YOU BOO MI TODAY!!!!! lol....but i got ur fei wen frm wendy lee....lala....=P
sianded....finally got my blogskin up and working...was like working on the skins till 3 am tis morning....naturally i woke up at high noon today!! wahaha so shiok...haven slept so long for a long long time!! lol...time to get my priorities set and going!!! gogogo hanrui...u can do it.....study study study...frm today onwards muz study everyday....at least 1 hr!!! yea man...i can do it...i hope..
hmmmm today super uber shagged out....jux reached home after playing bball wif the guys...not bad la...considering tt i was like the top scorer for my team...lol....
one thing tt happened just now...super super shocking: while i was defending my fren, i reached forward to steal his ball....at the same time he swing his hand in attempt to pass the ball.....resulting in e collision impact....my face on his forearm....wham.....next thing i fell my teeth feel weird and sharp...den i swallowed something hard and small....my tooth chipped from the impact!! lol....feels scary but after awhile quite normal...except now one part of my tooth is like super sharp...lol...
yea...den today was like at choir practice....went quite ok la...den suddenly my hp was ringing during practice....hu noes valerie come and miss call mi....nothing better to do lol...den yanni....super siao dingdong sia...miss call mi 16 times....den duc was like..."omg hanrui why your fone keep ringing?" lucky when e sops were doing their tuning wif mr low i got my revenge!!! muahahas...
anyways was readin yanghao's blog ytd...den read a post on chem teacher....i feel i have the liberty to tell the story up close and personal on my CHEM TEACHER who createding a lasting( yet negative) impression on my life!!!
the date was April 2005, outside chung cheng high main....i was waiting for a bus to go home when i saw a bus come. a familiar lady alighted...it was my english teacher who did not teach anymore...she left the teaching service for family...ya anyway i saw her den she was v v close to mi...den we started chatting on wad's happening lately and all..den i accidently let slip some info tt my form teacher had told mi tt morning
Eng " so how's all your teachers? all well??"
Me " eh all are ok la...just tt v tan( the BEST CHEM TEACHER) did not teach us for a v long time le...."
Eng " ooh, why? what happened to her? "
Me " i dunno lei...but my form teacher told us say she got depression or wad.."
Me and my big mouth...anyways hu noes tt english teacher went ahead to msg my chem teacher her well wishes....
come graduation day, when we were getting our report books, she suddenly stormed into our classroom and right in front of 39 ppl, she scolded my form teacher and chased her out of our class...then proceeded to slam the door shut...my form teacher was shocked...and saw what happened next through the class windows...
after she shut the door...she started bawling and crying non stop...saying things like " i missed you all..." and shit...she then proceeded to hug ppl whom she thinks "cares for her the most..." eg my chem class rep, her fav students who did well for chemistry and all....den she went on and said things like..." do you noe how i feel???? you will never noe how it is to be molested when you are young! you will never noe how hard it is to watch your mother working everyday and getting bullied by ppl.." wtf?!?! does this concern us in the beginning? okie nvm back to the topic..den she came up and scolded mi upside down for "leaking confidential information"....what " u have no right to go around spreading news about me having depression" and stuff....then my life became v v shitty....
for the next few weeks or so i was subjected to solid shit....enter her lesson she scold for 50 mins all aim mi....and then teach for 5 mins....my gd pal who sits beside mi was the only th tt prevented mi from bursting...then finally in the chem lab i finally burst....we were supposed to do titration...den once enter the lab she immediately asked mi to stand and go out of class...wtf??? i din move...den she kp mi all the way...until i hongkan slam the drawer shut...den pushed my chair and walked out....she subsequently came out and kpkb mi...knn if i was not taking my o levels i would hav beaten the daylights out of her la.....knn send mi out of class over a personal matter....
luckily...all the students she taught hated her...we signed a petition and brought it to the principal...who made arrangements for a new chem teacher to relieve her of her duties.....lol.....
and now my comments on this entire incident: WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE HUH??? GOING AROUND TELLING PPL THAT YOU ARE MOLESTED WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG...PLS LA STOP GARNERING PITY CAN??? AND NO1 IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD MOLEST A PIG LA....U LOOK LIKE A BITCH LIAO....TINK PPL WOULD WANT TO DIRTY THEIR HANDS ON YOU AH??? pls la tis is a school....a place to educate and learn....WE ARE NOT ITEMS FOR YOU SCOLD AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE!!! YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH BETTER GET THIS CLEAR.....DUN LET MI CATCH YOU ON THE STREETS....ELSE I'LL RETURN YOU ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TO MI!!!! KNN YOU TINK I LAST TIME V GD TO BULLY AH?? TRY BULLYING THE PRESENT HANRUI AND I'LL MAKE SURE THE NEXT TIME YOU SEE LIGHT IS WHEN YOU ARE ON THE HOSPITAL BED....KNN..WAN PPL TO PITY YOU RIGHT? COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY THAT LAST TIME I AM NOT THE PRESENT HANRUI....ELSE I'LL MAKE PPL PITY YOU...YOU WANNA SUE MI FOR DEFAMATION??? WHAT?? DUN DARE ADMIT YOU ARE BONKERS ISSIT?? KNN....from the way you act......YOU REALLY HAVE TO TRY REALLLLY HARD TO CONVINCE MI YOU BITCH....AND IF YOU DARE BULLY MY GODSIS WHO IS IN SEC4 THIS YR....I'LL BREAK YOUR BONES AND MAKE YOU WISH YOU HAVE NEVER TAUGHT MI....
About a century or two ago, the Pope decided that all the Chinese had to leave Italy. Naturally there was a big uproar from the Chinese community.
So the Pope made a deal. He would have a religious debate with a member of the Chinese community.
If the Chinese win, they could stay. If the Pope wins, the Chinese would leave.
The Chinese realized that they had no other choice. So they picked a middle-aged man named Ah Peh to represent them. Ah Peh asked for one condition to be added to the debate. “To make it more interesting”, he said, “Neither side would be allowed to talk”. The Pope agreed.
The day of the great debate came. Ah Peh and the Pope sat opposite each other for a full minute.
Then the Pope raised his hand and showed three fingers. Ah Peh looked backat him and raised one finger. The Pope waved his fingers in a circle around his head. Ah Peh pointed to the ground at where he sat.
The Pope pulled out a loaf and a glass of wine. Ah Peh pull out an apple.
The Pope stood up and said: “I give up. This man is too good. The Chinese can stay.”
An hour later, the cardinals were all around The Pope asking him what had happened.
The Pope said, “First I held up three fingers to represent the holy trinity.He responded by holding up one finger to remind me that there was still one God common to both our religions.”
“Then I waved my finger around me to show him that God was all around us.”He responded by pointing to the ground and showing that God was also right here with us.”
“I pulled out the wine and loaf to show that God absolves all sin. He showedme an apple to remind us of the original sin. He had an answer for everything.What could I do?”
Meanwhile, the Chinese community had crowded around Ah Peh.
“What happened?” they asked.
“Well,” said Ah Peh, “First he indicated to me that all Chinese had 3 days to get out of here. I replied to him f*#k off and not one of us is leaving.”
“Then he pointed that this whole city would be cleared of Chinese. I showedhim that we are staying right here.”
“Yes, and then???” asked the crowd.
“I don’t know”, said Ah Peh, “He took out his lunch, and I took out mine!!!”
lol kop tis joke frm yanghao's blog...tink will b very very funny..
hmmm....today was a good day for mi..played bball till shiok...sing till shiok shiok and eat till shiok shiok shiok lol...
after today's practice with xuhao....i feel gold is in the horizon...but we can still work on it...gogogo ppl...AIPING!! GET WELL SOON!!! haha...
after that dinner at bedok camp....hokkien mee and cheng teng and oyster egg and roti john.... frigging full...den duc was like falshing away and doing stupid things throughout dinner v v funny larhs!!!! lol buey tahan him la.....den while we on e bus leaving le he on e other side of the road start pulling his shirt off to expose his upper body...v v funyy la...trust duc to do sumth like dat haha....
everytime i look you in the eye...the words just seemed stuck....so hard to breathe....so hard to speak....everytime i look into your eyes....my knees go weak and my heart goes into overdrive...what's happening? could it be? am i ready for this? this new feeling that's haunting me?is it love?? is it infatuation??or is it just some normal hormonal reaction?i dun care...i wanna know...i've tried hard not to let my feelings show...seeing you run around with other guys...i go green with envy, yet i tried to be nice..that's it!! i've confirmed...this feeling that i have is genuine and true...it is love, oh so sweet and true...and its not just anyone...the person is you...i dun care if this poem's corny..nor would i rather write a song...but please don't doubt that this poem's phony,for from the heart it came true and never wrong...yes its love, so sweet and nice,tastes like cake and chocolate ricenutricious and forever it's be...L-O-V-E to you from me...
too sick to blog....coughing non stop.....after today's practice gold just seemed so far away...forget gold with honours....gold just seemed so distant....i can see all of u peeps are working v v hard le...come on...2 weeks to the finishing line....make the final dash and clinch to gold award...let the legacy of sustained gold live to the next SYF judging....ok ppl???
anyway jux went to see doc...he say if i continue to cough like dat sooner or later i'll injure my lungs....he advise me to refrain frm cold drinks fried food and activities which strain the throat...including singing....omg...so guess tml i going for the breathelizer or inhaler or sumth like dat....supposed to cure my cough...i dun care i would do anyth to perform in the SYF....its gold or die trying....
anyways today after choir was eating wif jillian duc aiping eugene dey all at tt ampang yong tau foo...den really crapped alot la....duc tt guy took pictures of his own nipples and keeps showing us...so funny and disgusting la....but oh well...duc's duc...without him life's less colourful i guess... food's great jux tt as we were abt to leave it started to rain cats and dogs...omg scary lurs!!! rain jux pours and pours....nvm....jillian and louis found a cheesecake cafe.....welll shall try it someday...OREO!!!! lol...
da jie dropped by choir practice today...heard our horrigible rendition of SWW..finally managed to catch up wif her on th...missed U da jie!!! haahaa...SMU wor...smart babe...jiayous!! haha.... hmmm one day shall intro her to da jie...guess she havent seen da jie b4 right? lol...
right...shall stop here..cough's sapping my energy...tml got sectionals...gogogo ppl....final dash!!
I lost myself at your show last night
looking at the sparkling eyes
in the middle of a fresher crowd
you keep living like you're a movie star
but tell me who you really are
when the lights go down
baby your a glitter doll
on the radio
i dissolve
in the stereo
you've got me
you've got me coming back for more
pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me upside down
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
You were hiding in a darkened stall
waiting on your curtain call
getting your piece of mind
but I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there
and I'd like to spend some time
baby your a glitter doll
on the radio
i dissolve
in the stereo
you've got me
you've got me coming back for more
pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me upside down
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
Baby girl I think you're radical
but you're a star and I'm fanatical
can we start something new
just between me and you
Pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me upside down
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
pop princess ohh
pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
pop princess ohh
pop princess ohh
Baby turn your love up loud
pop princess ohh
pop princess ohh
So baby turn your love up loud
pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
i hope you guys are very happy with today's performance....it's the shittiest performance ever lol!!! and with this kind of standard how to get gold with honours?? how to kick guitar's hairy baboon behind?? forget abt gold with honours...aim for brass goddamnit... everyone is trying his or her best and all we get is shit shit and more shit...v v depressing sia...2 more weeks to SYF...juz 2 weeks to the golden 10 mins which will decide on our fate....pls wake up and make this clear!!! its do or die...gold with honours or face utter disgrace....ruin 20 yrs of perfect track record?!!?!? i wouldn't dream of it... and will never let it happen...so you guys if u dun wanna get gold...so be it...tink choir is a waste of time...by all means quit!!! dun waste the others' time....there are ppl out der who are chasing dreams...you guys are just another tiny obstacle...sooner or later u'll realise we are far far far ahead of u.... and who can you turn to and cry next when you found out you are e biggest SOB in e world??? NO1!!! so better make up your idea....either you are in.......OR YOU ARE OUT!!!!
too lazy to tink of a title....went gymming wif dad...den go celebrate grandma's birthday...feast!!! wahaha...
anyways today i hanrui-treat-serena-nicely day...lol quite nice lor...hav to help her do hw research as well...>.<
tml is e EU th...performing lol....
What's on your mind? please tell mi your feelings...
Tell me you feel the exact way I feel for you...
hmmm today quite tired la...woke up wif a bad cough den tink really cannot go choir....keep coughing oso cannot sing wad...go der waste time nia..lol...
anyways morning go for weekly sessions wif frens...v v rusty le but nt bad at least enjoyed myself...night go eat pizza hut...see i so nice can rmb you when i eat...help u eat oso lei!! haha..den go celebrate jiada's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!( doubt he'll see it oso la =.=)
anyways today she declare as be-nice-to-hanrui day...lol v v funny sia...nearly choked myself when i saw tt...so first time like she nv suan mi lor...haha....anyways i oso li shang wang lai....tml is be-nice-to-serena day!!! lol...mine even got public holiday lor!!! lol...
nothing much happened today la...except on e ride home....one bangla like sit next to mi on e bus den keep falling asleep lean on mi...wah liau knn if i not so tired i would hav whacked e hell out of tt bangla le...
anyways go slp liao...tired...
today is the SYF second round auditions...g;ad to many but brought her smile down to her frown..
Yes she din make it...i can see e amount of effort she puts in her singing...and weiling's guidance she will improve...but still she did not make it to the SYF...
Disappointment...but never mind....Gold with honours is not very far away!!! den we shall get gold with honours and show tt stupid guitqar emsemble....SUAN US!!! BLOODY HELL CHOIR OSO CAN GET GOLD W HONOURS LEI!!! haha...
the clouds are grey, impending thunderstorm signals its arrival.
wind blows so strongly, whipping hair into my eyes.
tears started flowing...am i really the one for you?
i tried, desperately, to talk to u..
but the distance between us seemed further and further...
are we fated to be so far apart??
my mind,reminiscent to your smile..
my ears, the tingling of your laughter
my heart, beating in rhthym to your song
all i wanted is you to be happy...
how i wish i can turn back the hands of time
change the course of things...just to see you smile...
finally reached home after a long day at sch....haha ok la...today alot of funny th lor....
early in e morning managed to skip some bitch's yakking abt hospice....lol!!! ya la...den went to record e sch song...v v fun lor...coz i blasted out so damn loud when e mike's right in front of mi la...lol can can distinctly hear myself wh n tt jeremy cher or wad replayed e clip...however it went quite well la....
den nelson also surprised every1 by pushing e SYF auditions forward to tml...i'm v v worried abt her lor...lol tell her when i got e info den she was like....tio stun?? lol anyways dun worry...u'll do fine de....
lessons was slack today la...but wad's worse was during choir...today i tot i told tt chang cheng and shihao to look for mi so i can help dem wif their pitching....den tt bloody 2 )&*^)(!#*&^*#%$!_$()$&_!(*^#)&@!^*@!_ never come find mi....i was like at e choir room e whole afternoon lor....wtf....tio pang seh arhss!!! lol....ya lor...but nt bad...she come tok to mi lor....tt durian today come make mi and disturb mi wif e zhe shenme zhe zhe shenme zhe zhe shenme zhe shenme zhe shenme zhe...lol make mi do it till my tongue tied lar!!! but its funn....i got a tongue tornado!!!haha....
den hor tt olivia!!! wahhhh listen to her i really angery la!!! tell u tt time really is on accident...not purposely de den u keep saying i how bad and how bad....zzz GOD help mi explain to her lei....haha...anyway she quite fun la...olivia u go gal!!! oh ya today taught valerie how to guitar.. den we did a duet lor....guang huai fang shi and jian dan ai....val u rock gal!!!
hmmm guess v v late le....gonna go slp le.....wish her all e best tml!!! gogogo durian lol....
lol din expect to blog again today but oh well...got some stuff tt i wanna get off my chest lol...
first up...i saw yukai and e other ppl's faces when dey heard tt their sec sch choir got gold or gold wif honours...lol its their previous sch yet dey seemed so happy....tts it...i'm determined....TPJC SHALL AIM HIGH FOR GOLD WIF HONOURS AS WELL!!!! haha....at least hope can get la....
based on today's practice wif e SYF ppl....cmon ppl jiayous!!! haha seriously so tis is wad its like being e sc....standing in front of so many ppl and checking their notes....we sounded much much better today doing e song without words....honestly speaking i believe gold wif honours is attainable de lors...determination!!! hard work ppl!!! 3 more weeks nia!!
anyways today woke up wif a killer sore throat...lucky in e afternonn it felt wayyyy better else i'll cry lor...haha so happy at least can sing...den e feeling everytime i sing is stiu e same....euphoria!!! i love to lose myself e in music...songs like Credo and Kishu and The Snow....wahh all v v beautiful songs lor...so beautiful tt after singing it..i felt like i'm cleansed??? lol seriously!! ya lor...
anyways tt durian today come and tell mi tt geog field trip is cancelled...omg!!! i as so disappointed and sad lor...was sososososoososo looking forward to the trip...haix...fieldwork lei!!! how cool is fieldwork lor!!can get into e river...now all my hopes are dashed....can only do it in my dreams le...no more wading through a powerful river...with the thalweg on ur shins...holding a wading rod and slowly walking across e river...feeling leeches latching onto ur legs and sucking pints of blood out of u....gone...all dashed...haix....nvm at least i stiu hav pulau ubin...hmm maybe can suggest to wendy lee:
Hanrui: eh ms lee ah...since no geog field trip le den we go pulau ubin for field trip can??
Wendy Lee: u siao ah?? u wanna go feed mosquitoes den u go urself...
lol tis scenerio keeps popping into my mind lor...wendy le...legendary teacher sia lol...
anyways tt durian and jonathan v v worried for tis sat's auditions....durian if u r reading tis...muz jiayous ok??? dun giv up yet...its not too late la...can make it de....go durian go!!! haha....and dun tsk tsk tsk mi liao hor...else i PUI u arhs....lol....well at least everyth is out le...feel more comfortable...can sleep liao lo....yawnx!!!!
heehee finally found tis song v v emo and reallycdescribe how i felt everytime during choir...everytime i see her lol..
开不了口曲:周杰伦 词:徐若瑄
才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你想你想的睡不著
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑
没有你在 我有多难熬
(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦 我有多烦恼
(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试著努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护著你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我
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`没有你在 我有多难熬
(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦 我有多烦恼
(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试著努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护著你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡著一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我
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Wah sianz man...maybe today gonna post 2 entries...honestly speaking woke up wif a v v bad sore throat...so killer lor..den mum say gotta go see doc...like dat i gonna miss e differencial eqn lecture la!! haix...anyways ytd managed to kop her no. from someone...haha..den v v funny la...keep suaning each other....so bo liao lor...i feel so immature la lol!!!
alot of th happened ytd la..first thks to yukai now i in e "Merry band of Emo Friends" ??? lol ok ok la...jux feel tts quite funny lor...den had some after dinner tok wif him duc and mimi...felt shiok after letting out everyth la... oh ya ytd ai ping scolded e choir lor...eh honestly speaking i quite respect her lei...coz we v v slack ytd during practice...no wonder she SL...if mi hor i oso dun dare to like dat scold such a big grp of ppl lor...will malu one lei..haha...
haix anyways afternoon hav to go ack to sch to help out wif e sectionals...even sore throat stiu muz go back to choir lor...but NVM!!!! got motivation!! haha...
stupid durian ytd come give mi a weird sounding nickname.... =.=
lols wun say anymore....=))
now in sch...super sianz coz like stiu got so much time to slack b4 e stupid maths lecture at 1530...omg i wanna go home shower den can at least play some computer games den go choir de lor!! sians lor now stuck at sch wif jonathan beside mi....he better make it to the SYF team else i swear i'm gonna slaughter him upside down sia!!!
anyways been talking to alot of ppl lately and i found out tt i really changed alot...haha...last time ppl say i dao...but tink now can at least open out to alot of ppl...i dunno Olivia so nice lor...lol...Duc and yukai r e best la...gay pals!! lol....
anyways now in SYF team le...muz focus and be serious!!! haha...so happy...at least now der are alot more reasons for mi to go choir now!!! last time used to find reasons not to go de lor...but now different haha.... =))
lol today got AJC tt concert...abit killer la...coz practice so long but still go up sing a few songs nia...waste alot of time lol!!! anyways really enjoyed it alot..had e oppotunity to gay wif duc and yukai!! lol basses rox lor...quam iuvat and dokin went sharp as usual...but overall quite gd la...
anyway now my priority is to get tt jonathan into e SYF team...better drill him till he noes his parts!!! jiayous hanrui u can do it...well at least i hope i can do it la haha....
e ride home was fun...din expect tt she would come along..so quite scary la but seemed like quite a friendly person lei...FINALLY I ACHIEVED THE IMPOSSIBLE!!!! I MADE IT!!! muahahax...so proud of myself....
anyways gotta sleep le...dun fell like doing hw...leave all to tml lor..man i fell so slack....anyway I TSK AT YOU!!! lol...
well....today's like e first time i using blogger...ppl say how complicated and wad not....zzznvm la heck jux giv it a try lor...and wah liew...so user friendly lAa!!
hah anyways tml is e performance wif ajc le...actually i like performing la...esp in e esplanade lor!! reminds mi of panorama last yr...hopefully we can get a bigger changing room lol!!!
anyways now choir gets more fun and fun....got a bunch of good juniors and nice ppl...but still cant wait till SYF is over...haix...anyway i feel so slack lor...din study at all....hmmm later muz go read some geog le...i wanna own every1 in GEOG!!! wahahahahahha....
anyway was looking thru my foto album den brought back alot of good memories while we were in czech...so here are some sui ones!! =)
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lolx den oso my birthday hor ppl dump mi into e bin....lol old pals frm CCHMS...
without dem like life not as fun le...
anyways failed to tok to her again lor...see her everytime during practice....i tried and failed...
but shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu...
so cheng gong de mu qing = cheng mama!!! lol...
maybe my dream gal can talk to mi soon or vice versa!!^^
