Yesterday's concert ended on a good note....der were tears and and laughter and all...but what made the biggest inpression on me were the applause..it loud sounding applause tt resonates the whole hall after we performed every piece....the feeling of utmost satisfaction and joy of performing was what tt kept mi wanting to perform...
all e songs were like surprisingly in tune sans e j2 chorus pieces....tt sucked really bad...but stiu....i enjoyed singing and my solo parts " mada mada" and e and so it goes went smoothly....lol....so yups....its gd....i tink wad really captured e audience was our sinsin and sinten....i got teachers msging mi and telling my our choreo was like.....superbly cute??? lol....glad they enjoyed it....seems tt all our effort was not put to waste =))))
2 yrs seemed to have passed so fast....now on the agenda is choir camp and pattaya.....my last 2 times i can bond wif the juniors.....thank you TPJChoir for making my short 2 yr stint here a wonderful experience...=)
lol....eugene and jonathan....jonathan's hair = e super hard to style...i noe coz i styled it...=X
my bass SL.....thks yukai 4 nt giving up in mi...=)
Seng keat....=)
WAHHH da jie grow pretty le....lol....i look gd too...( omg...)
Xuhao, thks for all e effort and hope u placed on e choir...hope u will endevour in ur studies...=)
and dun forget TPJChoir hor....thks =) (btw ur foto on e card we signed was so bloody gorgeous lol)
tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi......all good things come to an end....but i noe my love for singing has just started....wad's the next step???? i seriously dunno....but stiu...it's a start of something new....for mi.....and i love new things.....
i guess...this is my road home....... bumpy, nevertheless...but filled wif bittersweet memories i bring wif mi as i grow up....it'll never leave mi.....i promise!! =)=)
=)
and so it comes.....tml is the day for concert....
time really flies....it's like...ytd since i entered tis rundown institution tt i learn to call it my school...
and changing my mind to be part of a performing arts CCA.....quite a big jump frm uniform grp..
i knew it was the right choice tt i had made...and i have never once regretted it for joining TPJChoir.....
and so it ends here....the final performance tt's gonna take place in 20 hrs' time....
i really missed all the gd times i had...wif sherlyn and keesiang and dingneng and richard and chin soon and daryl and duc and mimi and yukai and jillian and valerie and olivia and terry and eugene and timothy and seng keat and....and,.....countless ppl...
ppl come ppl go.......but experiences stay put.....i can stiu remember last yr....in czech...
where we competed in all the competitions....all were a team...forever cheering one another along...
and we bitched abt eating potatoes for the whole week.....and we having a group hug after getting the results.....GOLD....it all seemed like yesterday when i see my da jie cry tears of joy....
den come panorama...the next big th tt happened last yr.....performing in the Esplanade!!! omg...imagining the shitty dressing rooms we got....10plus guys in a frigging small closet they call a dressing room...
den come malacca trip.....frozen lasagnes and frigging cold air cons and buffets wif flies and shitty food and christmas carolling and all....
and it all ends tml.....my fun and joy in singing as a part of TPChoir....it ends here....
speechless...overcome by emotions??? or jux plain emo...i dunno how to say....but stiu...becoz of this group of talented ppl tt came together to make music....it made my short stay at TPJC much more meaningful...
so....i promise....tml's concert will be the best in all TPJC choir history...=)
Wonderful Tonight
by Eric Clapton
It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."
eh eh lol ppl...note my tagboard ya????
some ppl tinking tt dey can flame my tagboard....and expect mi to remove it and relocate my blog to escape from u guys....LOL good try lar....but too bad man.....self esteem low de ppl muz flame other ppl to let demselves feel better......go ahead...flame all u want....if it makes you feel better den flame lor.....i like being nice and allowing you ppl to flame.....
haiz...anyway choir was gd today?? practice was productive and fun??? i like sinsin....but now hope tt e alumni chorus will pull thru...e change key stiu abit the unstable...maybe hope to clarify it on monday?
some ppl just dun have any originality......~~ we call dem NOOBS
angry lar!!! wtf...y must a certain asshole come back to perform wif us on e alumni chorus???
tt bloody bangla make my life so difficult last yr now he wanna come back...hav to see his bloody face once again.......shit him la...
hope he lost his rifle den stuck in detention barracks for 7 yrs....ppl ORD he stiu serving in DB...
anyways damn happy coz of NAPFA!! i'm certified FIT:
sit and reach 54cm
sit ups 43
standing broad jump 266cm
chin ups 11
shuttle run 9.8secs
2.4km 10:41 min:sec
eh cool right??first time i see my 2.4 below 11 seh....maybe now muz play more bball...train stamina.....=P
saw u today but stiu....i cant bring myself to say things to you in person.....why is tis so?its so difficult.......so difficult...~
sick and tired of what ppl think and say......no matter what ppl are going to say, i'm gonna live life my way....
i am who i am: the answer. i am my destiny. i am me.
its my life.....its my decisions, my thoughts my world, my destiny...
and it has nothing to do wif you guys.......i really hav to congratulate u all on e effort on trying to piss mi off and affecting my decisions, but too bad...its my life...and i'm contented wif living it tis way: no matter what you assholes say, i'm gonna live life my way.
AND THERE'S NOTHING IN THE BLUE HELL TT U CAN DO ABT IT.
PERIOD.
dih dih dum chih dum
dih dih dum chih dum
Oh darling darling stand by me
oh stand by me
ooh stand, stand by me~~~
lol....tis whole week concert preparations are v v tiring and stressed up...
studies and everth is now secoond priority...
concert first!!!
i wanna make tis concert a v v nice and gd final performance as a member of TPJChoir...
so gogogo hanrui....tahan awhile!!!
heard sumth over dinner today...listened liao v v buei kan....but promised ppl shant say liao....
anyways...choir nowadays getting more fun and fun....songs more lively...and starting to enjoy singing....i mean...who doesnt enjoy singing prima and vita and sinten and sinsin!?!?!? lol....really looking forward to to tpjc annual concert...
heard e chorus by guan cheng and daryl dey all...seems they performing oso....well i ask seng keat help mi ask hongkuang...and he said yes!!! lol...i can perform le......ooh when the night~has come~~~~~ lol....
last note...i'm going pattaya....tink tt i end everyth at pattaya....i mean last trip wif the choir ppl so take the time to hang out wif the j1s....and hav fun....i mean i wun hav such an oppotunity in the future le...next time they overseas i in tekong liao...wth.....lol.....true wad....and hor wif pattaya last chance to use e school subsidies le!! wahaha....dun use now next time cannot use le...lol!!!
so tired today...nice time to fall sick...
sick of everything....studies...choir....sick of infatuation....sick of literally everyth in my life...
life really sucks at the moment......gimme 1 reason to be happy...i just nid tis reason.....to laugh....
hmmm...today was great??? lol played bball e whole day...den go choir....we finally did 9 songs in like 3 days!! nt bad nt bad ppl!! haha...concert preparation's coming along fine...now really looking forward to it....i mean....ok nvm lol...
ignorance is bliss?? i dun tink so...dun ignore mi any longer pls? v v v hurtful lei!!
i hate myself for not coming up wif the guts to tell you...
feel the music!!! yea!! sinten nunggang semppur!!! love it!!
choir concert Plaisir de Chanson tixs are out now!!1 buy dem while dey're hot!!
and as for college day....waste time only sia....there goes my weekly lan gaming sessions....
screw it.....
maths test did okie dokie....so can look forward to the weekend le!! yeps!! quickly sunday!! den can sleep till late in e afternoon!!!
shit suddenly got craving for stingray!!! =.=
just reached home after the VJC concert at esplanade....they were absolutely fantastic....to blend in the music...the harmonics...the melody.....i loved magnum, hana and overture 1812...and nt to mention ciao bella ciao...they made magic out of music....tonight...i see angels in the air....the Lord's earthly sufferings, wives hitting men, flower blossoms and pure old men playing jazz trumpets...all in all....magic lives tonight...
how i wish tt our concert....something better could happen.....
anyways thursday and next week monday got fac test.....i'm in my flunk mode le.....heck care...
tis is it...final dash for concert and pattaya and then can start studying....i cant find the motivation to study!!! arrrghs....i hate myself...
Maths fac tis thursday and chem fac tis friday....how the fuck am i going to pass tis 2 tests??
i'm gonna hate myself for not studying...but hu cares???? nobody does....
pissed off right now...do anyth wrong and dun blame mi for screaming at ya....
hmmm...just wasted another perfect day away..no studying no revision....just plain slacking...and considering tt next week is faculty test week....confirm good game de!! lol..
i now hav nothing to live for except to sing and play bball and maybe the person in my mind?
how to convince myself to start studying?? ahhhhh sherlyn chua xueling!!! i beg u pls come possess mi ah da jie......sobx......
hmmm...in quite a good mood today in school...get to play bball like nobody's business like dat...haha....feel so privileged....den go into GP and Geog lesson...did these 2 tests.....i seriously flunked both of dem!! yay!! lol.....finally i'm gonna flunk....tis weekend hav to study le...maths fac test next week....and chem fac test as well...i wun wanna flunk tis 2 subj...can flunk class test but fac test no way i gonna flunk!!!
finally choir.....practices for concert start next week....cant wait lol.....=)))
today was shagged out....went outside sch for bubbling session wif he fan and gang...den we met hin fan and there goes pandemonium....Adi's a portuguese egg tart???lols!!!!! v v funny la...and everyone was like laughing away like dat....really cannot tahan lor...hahas....
finally dey decided not to announce the result...oh well i'm not gonna say anyth...i jux tink tt's a wise choice....might as well let it die down completely....tml we start practicing again.....shall i go?? can i face the music like i've done b4?? hmm....dunnos....let time decide lor....
i missed bballing....
today was sports day??? lol....spent the day at e falcon side of the field...wif he fan and jim and e rest of the S10 ppl...had alot of crap talking and fun today la...haha....oh ya it was a memorable day too....i hate some ppl sia....bloody irritating...spoil my whole day...juz becoz u r my sec sch frens doesn't mean i wun take actions ok??? do it one more time and i'll swear u will regret knowing mi...
today was a disappointing day??? too emotionally drained to blog...its like...totally unexpected tt it will end tis way...oh well....since what's done is done....guess gotta live wif it....
day started wif practice in sch...we were excused frm sch for whole day to practice...so it went quite well and all....den reached VCH..e warm up der was sharp?? lol...den on to e SYF...went on stage and strutted our stuff...SONG WITHOUT WORDS!!!! wow....such an interesting piece...becoz of some unforseen circumstances we went like semi tone sharp right at e start of the song???
Quam Iuvat and Dokin went smoothly....and then off to the results.....waiting frm 4plus to 1745...den wah nice sia...Choir No. 15. Tampines Junior College Choir: Silver.... Gone...all gone...e legacy of GOLD is dashed by our batch...all e efforts put in by nelson and Xuhao and e students...all e extra practices and sectionals and scoldings and memory work...all gone...flushed down to drain.....felt helpless...as if we had lost something very very impt...and what made matters worse was e teachers and seniors were like :" Oh ok....nvm nvm u all did ur best...its ok..." OMG...can u all like scold us or sumth??? at least dun make us feel so guilty.....Mr. Tan said nelson and Xuhao was shocked...and i can see why too....dey put in so much effort...its hard not to get gold...and here we are stuck wif a silver...
give mi strength to return to school tomorrow...give me strength to answer the probing questions: oei u all got wad for ur SYF huh? give mi strength......to move on...
I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years. (1934 -1998)
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house...the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.
And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile..
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.
So, when your eulogy's being read
With your life's actions to rehash...
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?
tml is SYF...finally....dunno whether i look forward to it or dread it...oh well...as long as tml i do my best i hav no regrets....i wanna sing...i wan GWH...and most of all...i want you to acknowledge my love for u.... infatuation hurts....>.<
shant blog much today coz not in the mood... practice was surprisingly productive....today had a vocal exchange wif MJC....and we did our 3 songs dey did theirs...honestly nelson said we did v v well for song without words....expression is there and entries are clean....now hav to work on dokin and Quam....today dokin nelson only wanted 4 ppl to sing one part of the song tt has shitty runny notes....hated them....den i was picked....wow i'm so surprised... =.=
den durian!!!! irritating...wan us to get GWH....its possible....and i'll try la ok???=)
oso went to watch spiderman....critics for it: MUST WATCH....funny and touching and serious and fighting and all.....omg sam raimi really make the plot v v interesting....reminds mi of jackie chan movies who infused humour into kungfu....A MUST WATCH FOR ALL ARACHNID LOVERS!!!
went alot of places today....firstly let mi say a bigggg JIAYOUS to the TPJChoir....cmon ppl we can make wonders...>GWH!!! SYF is like next week so work hard.....
den after choir went simpang bedok for the first time....on the bus 12 ding yi and dixon were like the Aswan Dam....damming up the bus exit and preventing ppl frm alighting....den yanni and her fren nearly got squashed by dixon...wahhhh so scary lor...hope she's fine lol...
den at simpang der ate alot....4 pratas and Oyster egg omelette...v v shiok ah!!! haha....plus got to catch up wif dingneng and jillian as well....din noe jillian was so gd to share secrets wif....den went to play bball for like 10 min b4 i got a call to meet joyce soh at outside e melville park entrance...den went for supper again!! haha...ate chicken wing and oyster egg again.....den had a good nice and long talk wif her....lol since a long time since i had such a soul searching and talk wif her le...really missed her lol....den tml and sunday and monday stiu got choir practice....jiayous hanrui....tahan tahan....
hmmmm i read on the papers today about this joke...v v funny la....so tink post...
A man was walking along a beach when he stumbled upon an old lamp. he picked it up and rubbed it, and out popped a genie.
The genie said, " You released me from the lamp. I am getting a little sick of these wishes so you can forget about three, you only get one wish."
the man thought about it for a while, and said, " I've always wanted to go to Hawaii, but i'm scared to fly. Could you build me a bridge to Hawaii so i can drive over there to visit?"
The genie laughed and said, " That's impossible! How would the supports ever reach the bottom of the Pacific? No, think of another wish."
So the man thought hard and finally said: " i've been married and divorced four times now. My wives said that I don't care and i'm insensitive. So iwish that i could understand women, know why they are crying, know what they really want when they say "nothing", know how to make them truely happy."
The genie said, " Do you want the bridge to be two lanes or four?"
well...tis entry shall reflect on how i tin k on gals and women...haix.....
today's practice was so shagged out...coupled that i did not even sleep a wink last night as was thonning at max's house, then morning go choir sing....till nearly faint frm fatigue...i see stars hovering about mi....but oh well....8am to 1pm....nothing as compared to GWH next tuesday....tahan tahan....
today labour day.....by right should hav public holiday...den we hav to go sch for CCA practice...so its only fair we get our holiday back on another day right???? =P
