today was a disappointing day??? too emotionally drained to blog...its like...totally unexpected tt it will end tis way...oh well....since what's done is done....guess gotta live wif it....

day started wif practice in sch...we were excused frm sch for whole day to practice...so it went quite well and all....den reached VCH..e warm up der was sharp?? lol...den on to e SYF...went on stage and strutted our stuff...SONG WITHOUT WORDS!!!! wow....such an interesting piece...becoz of some unforseen circumstances we went like semi tone sharp right at e start of the song???
Quam Iuvat and Dokin went smoothly....and then off to the results.....waiting frm 4plus to 1745...den wah nice sia...Choir No. 15. Tampines Junior College Choir: Silver.... Gone...all gone...e legacy of GOLD is dashed by our batch...all e efforts put in by nelson and Xuhao and e students...all e extra practices and sectionals and scoldings and memory work...all gone...flushed down to drain.....felt helpless...as if we had lost something very very impt...and what made matters worse was e teachers and seniors were like :" Oh ok....nvm nvm u all did ur best...its ok..." OMG...can u all like scold us or sumth??? at least dun make us feel so guilty.....Mr. Tan said nelson and Xuhao was shocked...and i can see why too....dey put in so much effort...its hard not to get gold...and here we are stuck wif a silver...

give mi strength to return to school tomorrow...give me strength to answer the probing questions: oei u all got wad for ur SYF huh? give mi strength......to move on...