hmmmm finally paper is over....so hard lor...irritating piece of shit lol!!! tink can pass ba.... but i gave up on my chem le...haix....
so wadda do??? lol i hate myself......=\ now no laptop...oso cant go online le....wth
omg....was owned by a few pieces of flattened trees and powdered charcoal......wtf...
on e road to be retained....lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....... __ (=_=) __
hmm.....was v tired so din wanna blog ytd......ytd went for the ns medical checkup...den was ok la....i got PES B!!! yayness!!! lol....was at the stations...den everyth e medics wrote pes A pes A pes A.....wah sianded sia i tell u.....i damn scared i tio commando sia...i juz wan a damn slack vocation in NS......den last station is a doctor medical checkup....den he ask mi: any medical history?! den i was tinking...ok last chance to keng abit....hope dun tio pesA....so i keng alot sia....asthma, bronchitis, sinus, operation before, hand injured etcetc....den e doctor check my medical history.....say " hmmm i give u pes B.." wahhhh shiok ah i tell u!!!
today went swimming den go study wif eve and liting in mac....sit down der for like frm 2 to 6plus doing maths and geog......screw JCT it'll be a miracle if i can pass my maths.... anyway e auntie was like chasing us away frm our seats la...say wad cannot sit hear and study...wth den mac e seats for patrons right?!?! we osos buy th to eat wad....just tt as we eat we study sia....den she stiu say wad: we sit here v long le so canno tstudy any more!?!?!? Bloody hell...mac got sitting time de ah? like sit how long den muz leave ur seat for other ppl.....lame shit...
play bball usual den go do maths....wth hate maths sia....i sick and tired of studying le!! omg i'm becoming no life soon!! arghhhh...
it all boils down in pattaya.....hope i can let you noe by then....
shit.......sun tanning and getting fit is top on my priority right now!!!!!
soya bean milk works wonders....
i stiu cant get you outta my head.....
went back to chung cheng today...npcc annual campfire night....e night wher i go der to siao on and hyper....lol....sang all e songs tt i had sung when i was a cadet....as i sit der and watched e campfire performances and sang those songs....cant help but to tink of the times i spent in NP....as a cadet and as an NCO.....so it rocks la....after 2 yrs oso CANT FORGET these times.....
metup wif some of my squad mates...liying sixuan alvin and chee sheun...den we played bball in e dark in sch at abt 11....lol......shiok ah......experience to rmb sia....
and yes i "LOVE" studying.......study so much still feel tt everything is one ear in one ear out....hate it...bleahx!!!
just gimme a signal...i nid to know!!! i dun wanna spend my time waiting le....
today went back ubin wif my father and uncle....was longing for that place since i have not returned to tt island for like....2 yrs?? i missed ubin....and i was so damn shocked tt it had changed to such a drastic state.....houses hav been cleared and all....now all tt is left are a bunch of old ppl who knew of its glorious past....
anyways was der den just nice durian season...ate alot of durians...den slept in a hammock positioned near the sea.....shiok ah!!!! ya lor.....den went for my 7 km run wif my uncle and father.....i outran all of dem lol.....but v v tiring la.....
i miss pulau ubin........=)
ok it seems mad to be blogging 5am in e morning...i cant slp!! so stayed up to do hw...finished at abt 4 den now slacking and playing games....try to get some slp by 5 plus lor.....
oh ya fantastic 4 is so damn nice!! and jessica alba is so barbie doll sia......she looks gd lol....but her hair too bleached le la....v artificial....
today got service learning wif my class....was initially dreading it coz i oso dunno how to handle such a bunch of kids...in my mind dey were like super rebellious kind??? children's home ma....ya lor...but when we got der we found out...omg dey are soooooo nice and cute can? all like 6-9 years old...but e home cater to kids up to 16 yrs old....we were like...worshipped?? lol....go wher dey all keep shouting" gor gor" "jiejie" lol....den all v v fun and friendly to play wif....den dey hav a game to race each other down the bball court...run to opposite touch e fence den come back....i play wif alot of kids dat.....den purposely let dem win den dey all come up to mi and say wa tis korkor lousy one i run faster than him!! lol!!!
den tuition was quite......a headache? lol.....but luckily e kid i tutoring was p6....v v smart and mature for his age...halfway down e tuition it became a qn and ans session...he fire qn and i ans....den we had a mini performance....was like....super headache coz i was feeling abit sick...den ask bahri come help mi act...tink he did a better job than mi too.....
when it's time to leave....we all got attached to the children tt we cant bear to go la...i mean all of dem were so young and cute!!! omg.........i cant believe tt dey deserve to stay in such a horrid place!!!
anyways some kids der were like super violent??? i saw a kid playing a super bloody and gory game tt rated 18 and above on e computers today...and tt kid is like.....8plus?!?! wth....ya den seems tt e kids der love to fight alot....ask dem y dey fight dey say feeling of fists on meat v v shiok!? siao eh.....brain fried sia....lol.....maybe its their upbringing ba.....
anyways really really v v ke lian lei...to think that these children hav undergone so much more than us when we were like so much older than them.,....i see in their eyes some of them hav lost the will to fight....they have really underwent alot....through abusive parents or wif family problems...or dun even hav parents at all....its saddening la...tt their parents cant take care of dem and to send dem to a home...its so inhuman....dey really deserve better than such treatment!!! children should ebjoy and hav fun instead of suffer....they are still innocent!!
my heart really goes out to these kids.....now i noe y some ppl went into being a social worker...coz e feeling of utmost satisfaction is like...so damn shiok when u see dem laugh at ur every little gesture of love.....its so rewarding!! and i love the feeling of warmth...to bring warmth to children and make dem happy.....=)
today was a v v v fruitful day for mi! love it...
wah.....now i find it super hard to hit e books sia.....everytime i wanna revise sumth....den cannot concentrate fully lol!!! irritating shet....next time bring all my stuff outside at mac or in sch to revise...tis way confirm no stuff to induce mi to play or eat or sleep or watch......=/
and i'm certified....injured......left arm now cant raise up without experiencing pain and discomfort...dunno how i injured one....just.........tahan lor.....hope can heal asap....so can continue bballing.....
now 11.30...stiu muz study....make up for lost time today....AJA AJA....!! =) hope i can concentrate till 1+..........i hope....=?
ready? set? GO GO GO!!!! (',)
shagged out.....bballing really rocks.....now my body aches like hell yet i feel so damn satisfied....
today went to buy e EVA01 figurine...wah lau was wanting it for like...so long??!?!?! finally today got offer faster fo buy liao.....dun wanna wait....i love tt model.....ahahahahaha.....now gonna save up for wing zero custom...COSTING like.........270?!?!?!?!?! collector's item ma...lol...
anyway....evelyn just told mi e greatest joke of e century....tt she's a shu nu......LOL......FAR FROM IT OKOK??!?!?!NEARLY MADE MI CHOKE ON MY WATER WHEN I READ IT SIA!!
i cant stop tinking.....thoughts are interrupting mi and disallowing mi from concentrating.......for once i really realise how much u hav affected mi in every way...=)
school sucks....dun understand anyth during maths lecture...wth....and now into e second week liao....i really muz get my revision plans right!!! gogogo hanrui go.....
so u tink u r so great huh???kpkb.......tml i'll teach you to kpkb.....flesh on flesh.......
fuck off u bloody noob.....no longer a bball game.....its a bout....first one to run loses asshole....
today marathon chemistry......3hrs!!! wth......crazy teacher electrochem lecture till so long...irritatin bitch........ok nvm.....lucky geog got to watch inconvenient truth.....v v informative....go AL GORE!!! lol....
after tt went gym....i decided....muz put on muscle mass le!!!! look too thin....gogogo!!!!! 20 laps in pool + 1hr tanning +1 hr workout = v v shagged out hanrui.....
ihatethefeelingofbeingignored....butthesemattersarenotuptomitodecide=/
today finally got time to blog....sry was busy the past few days....=/
anyway stepped up on the court for the first time tis week......was so bloody shiok....feeling the wind by my ears as i go for the lay up....lol purely ecstatic sia!!! idunno how to describe e feeling....it feels as if u can fly....lol.....aiya nvm la....i stiu love bballing!! rox lol!!
today went pasta after choir....wth gabriel tt
^&*^#@P()*%^#@#$#^(*&%$#%^%^&^(*) trick mi go say wad debrief...den go der do shit....lucky i bring my hw so not so sianzded....but today hardcore do like 3 hr geog......tml chiong ah!!!! lol......pastamania was abit the crazy can?? poor jillian....she was suanded...LOL.....but jillian is a nice gal....wun take it to heart de hor???
haiz i oso tio suan lor....nvm.....xi guan le.....at least i'm happy......=)
days seemed so empty without choir now.....haiz....
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou...butintheendtiswordsstillremainedunsaid...ihatemyself=X
