the more i mug the more i feel demoralised...so much to cover!! and prelims is like....9 sept??
WTH!!!! irritating shet.........GOODBYE LIFE!!!
hello nerdism!!
today went for the workshop on motivation...apparently i had seen e other side of mi...i can do it....thanks to the brilliant ppl frm AKLTG for such a wonderful workshop...i dunno abt the others but i tink it will work for mi la hoho....
i shall reprogramme my brain using Neuro-Linguistic Programming and tell myself i'm even smarter than Albert Einstein LOL!!!!
anyways misplaced my PSP memory card tt i ad just bought ytd wif all my games...oh well...guess tis is a lesson not to drop my PSP...=/ haha... wad to do....feel sad oso no use...muz find a way to solve it!! so i shall go on diet and save up!!! lolololol....
meantime staying in library to mug is a killer....so cannot blog everyday le....but occasionally will update de...tis time my goals are as follows:-
1) AT LEAST all Bs in Prelims...if not BETTER!!!
ALL As in A LEVEL!!! ( must prove my da jie wrong la....i can do it lol!!!)
den goals in life:-
!) i wanna be in the police force or an alternative in teaching...teach geography!!
2) i wanna earn my first million dollars by the time i'm 27.
3) i wanna record my first song single by 25...( i hope =/)
maybe i noe tis sounds far fetched...but we are masters of our own destiny....so we have to SET GOALS then appropriate action could be taken....i can do it!!! =)
Prelims coming up round the corner and 96 days to A levels.....gosh seems so little time to do so much.....lucky sch library is gonna extend their opening hours to 9pm everyday.....hav to study lo.....=/
i hate mugging but honestly....do i hav the choice???
ok...finally i'm back from pattaya!!! was initially quite reluctant to go coz my results were like shit!! but anyway it was one hella good experience haha!!!
thursday night went to meet sher chua for dinne and to get the pitchpipe for shuyun....so caught up wif her and basically talked alot wif her la!! really missed her ah!!
den tt night we met at the airport at 4 plus @_@ lolx was jasmine's birthday too so had v little time to prepare her present la....i bought rocher for her?!?! hope she liked it...den bought a slice of cake for her as well..but of coure must play a prank on her la...made her blow out the candle frm one table away lol!! flew budget der///trust me man it sucks to the core..haiz....
anyway at pattaya le we were practicing really hard and having fun at the same time...got to know our juniors better and made new frens as well...ok la originally din really dare to talk to some ppl b4 coz some really quite scary la....but stiu during the trip we talked la....den made frens hu eventually became my mahjong kahkees - SHUYUN SERENA VIOLET JASMINE DINGYI DIXON etcetc....
reached der den went to rehearse....practice till siao for the next following 2 days of comp....was v v physically and psychologically draining...was v v shiok la....coz we were like so focusd....pracrice practice practice non stop till after comp...ya.....
on the first comp, folklore....we were like one of the last choirs to sing so naturally got alot of pressure...esp if b4 tt mr low during practice tested the basses individually la!! anyways stressed beyond words....den sing lor......den straightaway we made beautiful music...nelson looked super happy la!! hhaha....
anyways den we prepared for the open mixed next......and sing and go......actually by then i wasnt nervous as SYF or during olomouc la....dunno y...anyway went up and sing......den after we went down mr low was like..." ok semitone sharp but nvm....got msicality..." haha.....
tt night announce results...we were like....stunned....den " category F - folklore....tampines junior college choir : points: 80---" den all hell broke lose!!! coz 80 pts = gold!! we got a gold!!! hahaha....just screamed la...was like bloody ecstatic?? lol....den same for our open ixed category...but tt one our points higher than AJC and MJC....we shocked we beat both gold choirs la!! so was crazy liao...tink we cheered louder than them k?? =)=)
haix anyways i tink was quite a fruitful journey...eill blog again wif piscs son!!
let's just leave things the way they are....i dun wan it to change =)
Lately I'm not who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what i have to do
In order to be there for you
When you are feeling low
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lipsand
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hands in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Save me, I've fallen from my destiny
You and I were meant to be
I've thrown it all away
Now you're gone
It's time for me to carry on
But baby I just can't go on
Without you by my side
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
We can survive it
All the pain we feel inside
You relied on me and now I've let you down
Now, I promise you foreverI will be the best I can
Now, I know we can revive it All the love we left
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realise that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Since the day I gave your love away
Since the day I gave your love away
Since the day I gave your love away
Since the day I gave your love away
=/
ok...so tis is like so uintimely tt i blogged...i should hav started studying as my teachers and tutors hav pointed out....but oh heck waddahell....it really sucks man.....after wad the VP said tt we cannot slacken...shit la i tink i slacken up alot le....really hav to start studying liao.....i dunno if i can do it.....damn...!!!
oh well today got choir!! was feling better...no fever but sore throat..heck la just go!!
had alot of fun singing in small groups and combined...dokin in diff speed summore...siao one mr low lol..he was like ok....do it damn slow...den allegro...den moderato....den presto.....random spd.... got one he suddenly speed up den we siao liao....do-do-do-do anyhow sing...wth!!! haha...
after tt went for lunch wif mr low and eve eunice dey all and jilian henry seekai and arron....wa siao first time i eat till so full at e yong tau foo stall sia!!! spent like 9 bucks on yong tau foo and 2 bowls of mee....den go down to bugis wif e 3 gals...talk and shop and crapped la...was waiting for sumone....
OH YA i met my best fren for 5 yrs today!! hsiangling wth...she changed alot seh...den we caught up wif each other and went shopping....den bugis street v v crowded wth....bought my new ZINC bag today wakakakakakkaa...so happy.....
but tml hav to go back to sch liao wth!!! school sucks.....
lastly....mr low tinks i like eunice coz she point to e remainder mushroom and said " u eat half i eat half ok?" den at bugis the three of them tink i like my best fren whereas my fren tinks tt i like one out of the three gals - evelyn liting and eunice.... OMG i'm like tio tangled in so many webs la....lameness.....
the more i look at you the more i fell for you and the more i'm afraid of not being able to hav you...OMG!!! DILEMMA!!!! =/
hmmmmmm sumhow i felt so......helpless....sinking in a deep abyss wif nothing to hold on to....i hate myself for making the right choices but somehow these choices always tend to either backfire or cause more harm than good....for example???? choosing the JC route....hell it sucks....
