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Thursday, November 29, 2007

haha....finally today was the last time i will be singing as part of TPJChoir.....quite sad and happy.....mixed feelings la.....

first of all: BYE YOU FUCKERS!!!! GOOD RIDDENCE ASSHOLES....

secondly: to the rest of the choir.....i wish u all the best in your future comps!! =)

it is really a wonderful experience to sing and learn wif you guys....and i had made many friends during this long trip...so yea...THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!! =)

took some fotos of my last few moments as a TPJChoir alumni...=/

omg look at katik EUNICE ONG!! hehs always my twinnie BFF!! =)

JASMINE!!! MY STUDENT!! hehs.......

TPJChoir SC and also my fren......dingyi!

my TPJC senior who had joined us for concert...and also a pilot..MR Chun Wai

Aiyoh...Serena at her most glamorous...(like some cute bugs bunny like dat =P)

siti zahidah!!! eh althou nt v close to u but all the same tink u r a v swt gal =)

EVELYN YONG....nothing to say...coz a picture speaks a thousand words=)

Liting...love tt look on ur face.....saw a goldfish ah ?? ^^

hehs...to my meimei yanni....keep smiling yea?? u hav a swt smile =)

to the stupid junior to keeps poking my ribs....stupid caixuan =/

ok so duc jillian val weilin hazel and winnie came...but caught a pic wif duc...OMG so HOT!! hehs..

last choir foto.....first person to spot the goldfish wins 10000000 pts =)

ok so after the concert we like went to Lau Pat Sat wif jillian and val....to EAT!!! serena had work e other day so din come...nvm la serena i got help u eat...hope u felt full =)

the char kway teow is a must try!!

Val and mi....lol....

WEILIN!! =)

jasmine came along and ordered her milo.......should make use of henry ma...=/

last but not least.....a special dedication for JILLIAN GIAM LI ER who was in this foto!!

stare hard into this foto and wad do you see?

also a girl like any other gal who is pretty and cute wif a tootsy smile!! hehs...

so hav more confidence in yourself!! u are not inferior to any gal in any other way!!!

and btw...thks for the flowers...v v small and cute =)

okies so here i shall close one chapter of my life and start another chapter....nelson approved of me singing in consort....so i wanna giv it a shot and see if its my cuppa tea or cuppaccino or whatnot..

nites =)

HanRui

1:09 AM

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Fuck you ...

dun think you got power i scared...

i shall prove to you i can sing...

in your face.....bastards....

HanRui

1:30 AM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

omg cant wait for prom to come.....tml going to get my hair highlighted....den going out wif HER!! hehs....

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HanRui

9:40 PM

ook.....so apparently some knnbccb bigshot fucker thinks he's so damn pro and shit.....knn wad none of my business??!?! of course none of my business la coz i haven't opened my mouth and asked anyth wad....motherfucker dun test my limits later i blow up i fuck care whether u hold simi lanjiao post......i make sure u tis time will tio jialat jialat from mi sia......dun test mi....

anyways today practice was v v good....i suddenly had the motivation to memorise all my notes and songs.....so was in way way better shape in singing as compared to friday.......i love the practice in Siglap......apart from some fucker, everything was so darn smooth!! haha...... den lunch was wanting to vent everyth out on a plate of chicken rice when i bumped into henry serena jasmine and jonathan.....so yea......everyth got from bad to worse.......blew up....had alot alot of laughs.......AND YES THANKS TO SUMBODY WHO NEEDS TO REMIND MI OF MY NICKNAME.......DUN EVER CALL MI THAT AGAIN LA.....PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS...I'M BEGGING U!!!!! =/

went to ask nelson abt joining consort....and he said yes!! woohoo......can continue to sing le.......maybe singing ain't a bad choice for mi after all ^^

HanRui

1:17 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007

1000 word long post =P

sry cant resist the impulse to do this.....e post is below...=/

HanRui

2:54 AM

WARNING : THE MATERIAL BELOW CONTAINS CONTENT OF VULGAR AND EXPLICIT NATURE. IF YOU ARE BELOW THE AGE OF 16 AND/ OR WILL BE AFFECTED PSYCHOLOGICALLY OR EMOTIONALLY BY WORDS OF THE COARSE NATURE, PLEASE EXIT THIS WEBPAGE BY CLICKING THE RED "X" AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER OF THE WINDOW. YOU HAVE BEEN FORWARNED.

today during our practice alot of things happened. things both good and bad.....good thing is i get to sing again... but lets move on to the bad things....things that you will not expect that have happened in choir.....to happen today.

as usual i go for choir....practice and sing in preparation for the samuel ting's concert....ok i have to admit tt i haven't memorised the songs yet but i'm trying my very best to do so asap....considering tt my A levels have just ended last week....and today during small groups, some fucking chinese act malay bastard thinks he's some kinda big shot ASSHOLE come over and keep emphasizing on" eh MEMORISE THE LYRICS! MEMORISE THE LYRICS!!!" knn la u tink i born yesterday ah??? wanna shoot say directly to my face " eh hanrui i think u suck lei join us for the concert but cannot memorise the lyrics.." knn....sorry hor my A levels just finish and i'm like trying my best to memorise liao.....and to let that comment come from such a social delinquent like you.....please la.....look into the mirror......(no excuse tt you are too poor to buy one coz the dance studio's mirrors are full length and paid by the school) at least today during choir i did make an effort to learn my parts and to clarify th wif gabriel if i'm unclear or wad.....while u bloody mat shit cb plays bridge wif other ppl....cmon la...choir !! place to practice!! i noe u SL tink u some kinda big shot cb la...so can afford to play bridge and whatnot...but der's a place for every activity....u can ask any sensible young adult do is to be done in the choir room, and that is to sing and practice....so before u come shoot me...i suggest u shoot urself in the head la...

and then come the best part of the entire show.....today there were so many direct headshots that i dunno if i was in a battlefield or in the room.....firstly our dear X (all students' names are changed to protect their dignity.....or whatever dignity they have left....) said something that left mi and henry fuming.....here's wad happened....

case 1:

our welfare guy was talking abt the bbq and clarifying the bbq stuff......den next he was asking whether to invite the jc2s coz its some kind of farewell party......ok, i thought to myself, thats so sweet of him to actually remember us jc2 seniors......den all of a sudden X was like " NO! We are not gonna ask the jc2s...." mr welfare guy was obviously quite in a fix so he turned to us and asked if we were going......well to be courteous we cant say Yes or No straightaway coz hav to check our schedule wad....so a simpple answer as DUNNO sufficed to mi......so like jcs2, we said "eh....dunno"......den our dear X said " dunno means NO...." knn......fuck u u tink u v v big ah???? pcb sorry hor i dunno wad u hav against us seniors but at least we are ur seniors....we respect this organisation tt's y we came back to help you all for the samuel ting's concert.....i can pull a L*ke and just leave and let u all drown and die coz u hav 3 basses...but no....i love to sing and i mean well for this choir so i came back....and this is the shit i hav to endure....i respect the choir.....and all the members in it....at least hav the basic courtesy and show us some respect oso la....buei song us nvm....but u dun hav to go to tt extent and humiliate us in front of the entire choir right?? i dun care wad u say behind close doors, nor i wanna give a damn abt wad nonsensical bullcock that u spout and pollute others' minds....but make this very clear fuacker......u wan respect u gotta earn it....and whatever respect i have for you both as a friend and for the administrative power that you hold have all just dissipated.....

Case 2: then on saturday the choir has a performance for grandparents' day....mr welfare is being nice tried to direct the entire choir to VCH....den seeing tt us seniors noe how to get there and wad....he went to ask henry....how to get to VCH....henry of course gave directions "take to Raffles Place....." mr welfare being humorous " so all meet at raffle's place at nine!! all go raffles place and meet henry ah?" den henry " no no i not going..." our dear X again spouted from tt anus on his head " THANK GOD!!!"

fuck you is tt wad a church going christian will say!?!?! knn....if i had a gun would hav blown tt fucking head of yours apart man.....cmon la....henry and i both are human as well....you like to shame others in public.....well how abt i shame you in public as well????? knn.......bloody pcb....so wad if u sang in some kampung a capella group or got a post that you had wanted???? knn.......we went through much hardship before you even knew how to read taugehs... we went through rigorous training to prepare for the czech trip....sang like crazy and prepare for SYF....and concert after concert....and all we got in the end is public shaming?!?! if i put u through wad henry had went through.....i think u most probably would be at home crying and sobbing away......knn fucker....i noe to u i'm some chao pai kia....who hang out late into the night and play bball wif hooligans of my type....i'm sorry that back in secondary school i was from a barbaric uniformed group tt pumped ppl for sheer pleasure....and that i hav no choir background wadsoever and have to pick up everything from scratch when i was in jc1....i dun hav tt oh so glorious kampung shitty experience abt subwoofering the noise u call music out of tt puckered shithole you call a mouth... but at least i tried...henry tried....we all tried our best to sing and learn......and now right at the end of our road in TPJChoir....u come and give us this kind of shit... honestly la...we've had enough.....i dun care wad shit you've been given by the seniors or wad....and yes now apparently u wanna throw the blame of each and every problem tt this choir has faced to the seniors....whatever fucking reason u hav...i dun give a fuck abt tt....all i can say is this: ppl are not blind...they can see for themselves who caused these problems, and who are the real pcb knnb chao fuckers tt are always shirking the responsibility for their mistakes and making our ppl to take the blame.....i dun care i hav nothing to lose.....like wad mr welfare had said....we have no obligation to come back and to sing for this choir....hell yes!! knn.....after A levels i hav so many plans....to go kayaking...get my driving license.....go out wif frens......and in e end i chose to come back and join you all for one last concert....look here i'm not trying to make it sound tt i'm all so mighty and good....but the fact tt we seniors had came back after our As is living proof tt we love our CCA.....and we came back to hear tis kind of shit....knnbccb...u bloody chao fucker...tink you some kinda mr FUNNY GUY issit, having fun at other ppl's expense..... well listen up u asshole coz i'm gonna say this once and for all...." YOU MAKE ME SICK!!"

the reason why we stayed back is because this concert meant so much to nelson....and nelson is the guy tt gave henry and i so many chances to better ourselves....honestly speaking its the likes of ppl like you tt made me lose faith in this organisation...thank god i'm born one year before you so i dun hav to endure another shitty year of rubbish from tt sludge filled cranium of yours....oh yea about the BBQ.....fuck off..knnbccb its ppl like you who wanna make the bbq a warground....i tink i'm gonna be sick by tt attitude of urs tt i'd most probably puke up all the food i hav eaten.....so to save the chicken wings for the likes of you....i tink i'll forgo this one....since we are not welcome....might as well not go.......at least we not as thick skinned to back stab ppl or to humiliate ppl in front of others....be careful dun choke on the chicken bone...but considering the retarded IQ you hav....i woudn't feel amazed if you choked on one......

From me, sincerely,
to you,

" FUCK OFF AND MAY WE NEVER CROSS PATHS AGAIN!"

PS LICIA I TINK TIS ALREADY 1000 + + WORDS...SORRY FOR THE EYESORES......

HanRui

1:36 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

wake up hanrui.....wad's over is meant to be over.......

stop looking at the past and lets concentrate on the future!!

right!!!

lol anyways today had ASTON'S GRILL!!!
omg the sirloin steak der was superbly delish!!! haha....
tml is my class e farewell party for jiayuan......and tml going to play badminton...zzz....

man....i nid alcohol...=/

HanRui

1:47 AM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

ITS OVER!!!

@#$^ A LEVELS!! *$%% CAMBRIDGE!!! FINALLY I'M DONE!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA!!!!!

HanRui

12:23 PM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

haha...finally!!!! now left geog p2 and chem......finally in 2 days all my exams will be over!!!!! ahahahahhahaa....cant wait cant wait.......den e best th is..........i dun hav to study anymore for the following 2 yrs!!!!!

now like v v free lei....i feel quite guilty coz like....super duper uber slack during the A levels....ppl studying and chionging...den i playing maple and psp........LOL!!!!

sumthing muz b v v wrong wif mi....coz i like dun feel any stress while doing e paper!!!! and i really nid tt stress lor....coz like without stress like v v the weird like dat la..haha.....anyways......2 more days!!!! hahah......den party mode is SWITCHED ON FOR 6 MONTHS!!!! hahahahhahahahahahahhahahaaahahahaha.......

HanRui

1:54 PM

Friday, November 9, 2007

haha....finally like today finish my GSC exam paper liao.....so now left chem paper 2 and tuesday geog p2 on thursday and chem paper 1 on friday den i can go do a qin shi huang and burn my books le lo!!! haha......cant wait.....oh ya i hav to return ms' Lee's Nagle......althou so nice to read.......haha.......den now at macdonalds wif a bunch of effing kids.....so bloody noisy....zzzzz....

den tt connection here really sucks la.....knn dey should make it wired @ SG....at least wun get disconnected....bloody cb........

later play bball at melville........den can MH2 lo!! missed mh...

oh ya........i forget: I DUN NID TO DO MATHS LO!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

HanRui

5:32 PM

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

fuck maths!!! finally can throw away maths le!!! haha i was like waiting for this day la....finally tt long awaited day has come!!!

went to see zhiwei in e hospital e other day....ZHIWEI!!! pls get well soon....(p.s i stiu preferred calling u zhi wei instead of violet.....more oriental....)

ytd had geog and chem paper 3.....i PWNED GEOG!! haha......

oh ya....he fan's birthday was last week wed......teh his neh neh till he came sch in a bra on friday for exam...he still complained someone left a scar on his tits....disgusting fellow....den guess wad i bought for him as a birthday present????? CONDOMS!!!! den tt bloody guy started reading e instructions at e top of his voice in the library...trying to tell every1 he has condoms......stiu say wanna use it for prom...in the end went home and threw them away....

now left gsc and geog p 2 and chem p 2 and 1......yea!!

i can do tis....=)

HanRui

11:36 PM