croaking like a frog...
bloody shitz......i really nid a vacation to cool off...
GOD i'm going nuts....
peanuts walnuts hazelnuts......=/
sum1 invent a medication to forget sum1 and i seriously will buy....
kinda nt used to the feeling of lonelines again..
yups although ppl say tt....true we havent really started anyth in the first place...
but stil it feels super empty to noe tt from today onwards there's no chance of getting her..
it really feels super bad....esp wif the words tt she used...enough to break any man's heart..
"i only love u...but as a friend.."
somehow i hate it when things doesn't work out..
y am i so doomed to this kind of th???
screw it...life ain't worth living anymore...
memories are all tt is left right now....but they turn into nightmares at night when i'm alone.
go away pls.
it has not been a smooth week for me...
first i had waited for 1 week plus to hear tt news...kinda heartbroken..but no chioce...
i just dunno how to continue from here....there's like no chance for us to be as close as we are like last time...
i'm so useless.....and lost....
thanks for the great memories...i will always treasure them...
ok just finished consort....was enjoyable as always...
anyways was on the way home wif zo when i asked a super random question.:
Me : eh zofia, ask u ah.....if a guy goes out wif a gal and everytime they go out the guy will buy flowers for the gal, wad does tt signify ah?
Zo: It signifies tt i should freak out and run.
OMG!! zofia and her lameness is so unpredictable.. =/
omg its been like soooo long since i last blogged =/
ya anyways now is feeling tons better as compared to last week...but still nid to be on medication though =/
anyways spent my whole week very very wel!! went for lunch wif eunice and evelyn on thursday! treated them to pizza hut and caught up on many isues....really made mi wish tt i was back in time in pattaya for Voyage of songs again......
anyways wad happened was i called eunice's room in the midle of the night a acted as a room service man wif a limited vocabulary in english....tricked all 3 of them....eunice liting and evelyn!!! hahahahahahahahahaha.....enjoyable ah!
anyways back to reality...
i noticed tt when i go for lunch wif them in pizza hut.....them really SPAM the cheese and chilli flakes......
i dun get it....gals like cheese so much??? those 2 gals can literally empty one full shaker of cheese on 2 plate of baked pasta=/
i oso gave them a help by unscrewing the cap and pouring one mountain of cheese on eunice's pizza =)))))
after tt met my bestie joyce for dinner back in sch.........went to changi V for some bbqed seafood.... oh ya den my dad was like going to changi v to collect durian too so we oso had ubin durians as desert! omg joyce is soooooooooooooooooooooo lucky...i've been telling her she's like the only fren of mine to eat ubin durians tt were super fresh on a bumboat tied to the jetty and watch sunset =/ no other frens of mine could enjoy wad i done in my childhood.....well except her la!!!
after tt we talked alot.....made alot of funny jokes and caught up on alot of things....made mi realised tt actually we are v v common in traits =))
today went out wif her to watch my da jie's SMU dance production....
OMG sherlyn da jie is so coool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really loved the whole show and all....coz its like..... the first time i saw my da jie dance like tt....kinda scary la....macham behaviour 180 degrees revolution like dat =/
but still do not hav the courage to tell her i like her....nvm la....... its time to let go anyways....ther's bound to better gals ard for mi too =))
i realy really really hope tt i'll br fine...esp my right knee!!
oh ya....to end it all off : FINALLY CONSORT'S BACK!! WOOTS!!! HEART CONSORT!!
crab crab lobster lobster prawn prawn shrimp shrimp ~~~~~~ (",)
new start..
hope everyth goes well..
screw it i'm getting fat
gotta work out le.....i dun wan saggy muscles =/
i'm so tired of everyth right now...how i wish i could just get a posting t i wan...
revocation is done....right now i'm a clerk...
but posting??? out of MT line but to HQ....still in the same camp.
so everyday still hav to travel to tengah.
'm so sick of it la... irritating shit...
den right now physiotherapist said my right knee hav a high %tage to become like my left knee....so in other words i'm screwed le....
so damn tired of such things.... give mi some refuge from modern nonsense pls...
