finally got time to blog and hav fun....
changed my blog song....hope every1 enjoys!!
but its quite true also la coz the song title just signifies everything abt mi......
胆小鬼
make the weekends stay pls..
i haven't start enjoying it den WHAM!!! monday comes....
worse....now there's no consort...
i miss consort and i miss singing and most importantly, i miss YOU!!! hope everyth is fine wif u and in whatever you do...... hope that u stiu miss mi too and thou we haven't spoken on the phone for so long, the constant SMSes that i received from you makes me feel alive!
damn i'm digging for myself another hole.... fingers crossed its not gonna be like the first hole tt i had dug!!!
i wan to eat....and sleep and eat and sleep and bball and drive and get myself a beautiful gal whom i can call "dear"....and i sincerely hope its you! =)
Labels: wishful thinking.... =/
wasted one day in sch....
went back to do sumth...
but in e end managed to catch up wif old frens and all....
can't believe that i was a fool again.
finally mum has removed tt stupid safesurf th.....ok la got tt den prevent sudden "weird" popups...but starhub oso siao one sia....block free movie sites and singapore pools for fuck???????
lol anyways been tinking for alot thi few days........am i really a hungry ghost as bernice has said and always called mi???? i mean maybe i hav an appetite and a stomach capacity tt is abit larger than an average normal person... =/
sick and stuck at home for today and tml......infected tonsils...... wtf this week passes...den when i get back to work on friday it'll be hell!!!
i miss consort.....=/
and last but not least i miss the gd old days in tpjc wif G unity and all e GSC siao ppl and teachers....i miss mugging and oogling at juniors...i miss tpjchoir and kajiaoing joyce at weird times....most of all i miss the past.........how come i did not treasure those moments????
zzzzz
awww alamak i'm starting to sound like some emo siao kia...........
suddenly i feel like i wanna teach....hav such a strong drive to start teaching and never stop..
but then again...i'm stiu stuck in NS.......i'm gonna miss such sessions over the As! all the best to all those A level takers this yr!!!!
to Jasmine and Amanda: u are doing great! just hav to structure ur essay abit! remember wad i told u guys abt reading it from a 3rd person's pt of view??
to my dear Ser: PLS DO NOT GIVE UP AT THIS POINT OF TIME!!! ALAMAK SO CLOSE TO THE EXAMS LE!!! and u are doing v v well so pls jiayou! u hav all the content le...just as i said to jasmine, i shall reiterate to u also....try to write the essay as if u are trying to teach others abt it! just a few more structuring and u'll do great!! okok!!!
anyways today i went to the Stress management and relaxation therapy session......quite enriching experience.....suddenly i feel so fortunate tt i hav a beautiful family and living a life that is carefree and wonderful.....wif a bunch of good friends that i can trust....like joyce and sherlyn da jie and shiyun and yemin and henry and bernice and LAST BUT NOT LEAST ZOFIA!!!! lol oh yea and not forgetting my bball kahkees as well....
would like to share all e stuff i heard today but cant coz its SIC....plus i wun be respecting their privacy as well......but its v heartwrenching to hear some stories.....whereas others are frigging hilarious......
anyways zofia i put ur name der is becoz u hav been such a good person to find to relief boredom =P dun collapse another roof hor...LOL =)))
plus 4 more days to the weekend...cant wait...
fuck la u better watch ur language around u hor....i dun care whether u read my blog or not i am stiu directing this to u......MICHELLE........u think u big fuck ah???? mind ur language around ppl......wad u say can scar....and hwho gives you the right to scold 1 person for what he or she publishes in a blog???? HELL ITS THE WORLD WIDE WEB....WE HAVE OUR OWN FREEDOM TO PUBLISH AND TO WRITE WAD WE WANT........
UNDERSTAND!?!?!?? SO IF U NOT HAPPY ABT SUMTH.....GO PUBLISH ON YOUR BLOG LA!...LIKE WAD I'M DOING NOW....AND IF I EVER HEAR ANY NEWS ABT YOU TALKING ABT OTHER PPL OR SCOLDING MY FRIEND...I'LL MAKE SURE I'LL FUCKING HELL GIVE YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND......
last but not least,
understand?? i made my point very clear.......
finally got my RSAF day fotos..
THANKS KENNETH!!!! should hav taken a foto of the entire PM section.....(which is like 6 ppl)...=/
this is the F16-C used by the Black Knights
F16S fighting falcon......front sits the pilot back is the WSO
Me waiting for my turn =/
HAHAH!!!....in the cockpit of a F5 Tiger....supersonic plane the can fly to top speeds of 2 times the spd of sound 0.o
front view of the F5 Tiger
and last but nt least me and the most sophisticated weapon of the RSAF.....the AH-64, or commonly known as the Apache =))))))
beautiful......
anyways went for my driving lessons le...nt so bad stalled 4 times.....which i tink is quite terrible but the instructor stiu said v normal =/
i feel real guilty...
really guilty...
i pray hard...pray very very hard everyth is going to be ok...
the world is full of surprises
i tot that whats past will be past
whats gone will be gone
but the constant contact
the constant vision of you
infront of me
every time when we see each other in the eye
i dont know what to make of myself
i'm afraid, scared, frightened, petrified.
i dun wanna make the first move and just to find that things have went back
or followed the same path as my first.
i'm confident tt this time round,
i'm finally over her,
and one of the main supporting reasons is because of you.
i dun want it to be a fling,
i really want to make sure of my feelings,
before committing again
i want to make sure that you feel the same way as i do
before i make any moves,
but all those are secondary as compared to the looming obstacle
that is drawing nearer and nearer
closer and closer
i must prioritise
to make sure that it is your studies that i should be focused about
to make sure that this time i'll be putting in 100% of my effort
to help you
groom you into another model student and score the desired grade.
we are worlds apart,
and what started in a competition is supposed to end in tt competition
but who knows,
olf flames never die out
they just go dormant
who knows??
maybe in the future, things will happen
but right now, lets just stick to status quo and focus on the obstacle.
fly, aim high and naturally u will soar high.
like jetstreams =)))
P.S. Zofia i know u always blog hop my blog, go and update urs la wah lau!!!
and next time if u wanna diao any1, let mi know first....e other time u diao tt lady on the train, my heart nearly went bonkers, i tot i stepped on u....which i really tried to la =P ahahahahaahha..
am in camp right now.
super bored nothing to do been playing pokemon for the whole day....god if this is the way i am gonna spend my NS life, i swear by the time i ORD i can call myself Prof Oak!!! hahahahaha...
cant wait for the weekends to start...
right now......tonight i'm gonna eat till yemin goes broke!! woots....
