the world is full of surprises
i tot that whats past will be past
whats gone will be gone
but the constant contact
the constant vision of you
infront of me
every time when we see each other in the eye
i dont know what to make of myself
i'm afraid, scared, frightened, petrified.
i dun wanna make the first move and just to find that things have went back
or followed the same path as my first.
i'm confident tt this time round,
i'm finally over her,
and one of the main supporting reasons is because of you.
i dun want it to be a fling,
i really want to make sure of my feelings,
before committing again
i want to make sure that you feel the same way as i do
before i make any moves,
but all those are secondary as compared to the looming obstacle
that is drawing nearer and nearer
closer and closer
i must prioritise
to make sure that it is your studies that i should be focused about
to make sure that this time i'll be putting in 100% of my effort
to help you
groom you into another model student and score the desired grade.


we are worlds apart,
and what started in a competition is supposed to end in tt competition
but who knows,
olf flames never die out
they just go dormant
who knows??
maybe in the future, things will happen
but right now, lets just stick to status quo and focus on the obstacle.

fly, aim high and naturally u will soar high.
like jetstreams =)))





P.S. Zofia i know u always blog hop my blog, go and update urs la wah lau!!!
and next time if u wanna diao any1, let mi know first....e other time u diao tt lady on the train, my heart nearly went bonkers, i tot i stepped on u....which i really tried to la =P ahahahahaahha..