hanrui sleeping in camp1!!! woots.... like i care.....
bloody shit sleeping in camp is not a crime!! on the contrary sleeping in camp is good!! got air con got comfortable chair stiu got soothing music.......
hjahahah.....zofia is a smart girl!! or so her mother claims =PP hehs.......
oh yas fyi i dun really care if u dun like me....for your information i fucking dun like you oso....so dun tink u can throw ur fucking ego around like you are some big boss like dat... when u obviously noe tt you are being a public nuisance to all the ppl ard you...face it la.... you can go and hang ard others i dun care.....but dun you go barking up my tree else i'll set more dogs ard tt tree as well as let loose my army of red ants to fucking bite and cause u misery......
so sorry but........face it this is reality....life sucks so do you......=))
SELAMAT DEEPAVALI!!!!!!
hahaha..... so bored at home i so wanna go out on deepavali...then again had rested alot so felt super energised and felt damn good......
am loving every part of my life now.........from bballing to singing and evryth........ i guess right now the thing tt i'm lacking is a cup of steaming coffee ba....=)
WATER NIGHT
Night with the eyes of a horse that trembles in the night,
night with eyes of water in the field asleep
is in your eyes, a horse that trembles,
is in your eyes of a secret water.
Eyes of shadow-water,
eyes of well-water,
eyes of dream-water.
Silence and solitude,
two little animals moon-led,
drink in your eyes,
drink in those waters.
If you open your eyes,
night opens, doors of musk,
the secret kingdom of the water opens
flowing from the center of night.
And if you close your eyes,
a river fills you from within,
flows forward, darkens you:
night brings its wetness to beaches in your soul.
OMG the long weekend...........
haha kinda loked forward to such long weekends coz:-
1) can slack wif frens
2) can spend time wif family
3) no nid to work!!!
4) can SLEEP!!!!!....lolx ok today is different coz i can sleep but choose not to slp....=/ sleeping soon!!!!
5) the next workday will be super slack coz every1 will be pia-ing MC.....
LOL........planned everyth le....i shall try to apply halfday on tuesday...dunno whether can or not....nvm tml den drop a msg to daphne see how...
i'm dying to start driving!! haha....lucky next week is my driving....cant wait!
i wanna go to the beach on deepavali!!! i miss the sun and the sea and the sand and the smell of salt in the air!!! omg.......
ok frm next week i shall vow to start memorising my Christmas scores...tink tml i go consort oso stone..i honestly dunno if tml i will be going out wif the consort ppl after practice, or go meet up wif the sec sch ppl...or go home slp...hmmm........i itnk i shall go out wif consort ppl den go home slp la...i lazy to meet up wif the sec sch ppl coz i dun really like watching 22 men chasing after 1 ball...LOL!....
sianz......time seemed to pas so slow at work....and so fast during weekends......Y?!??!!?!?!
my driving practical is on 13/02/09....till den hav to keep practising till i'm sure i can do it fine!
sian super tired but cant sleep
knee's acting up on mi again so i tink i give up on it le.....
tml cant walk for the entire day again.....woots i love my life =/
haa...........temper's on the surface nowadays,....dunno y... tink is becoz i dun hav enough sleep or wad ba.....hope i will recover soon from such temper bouts!
btw...i crave for laksa =)))
omg i'm so bored in the camp......anyways i'm soooo looking forward to the long weekend that is coming up!! tink will chiong dota and own again =/
i wanna play bball and dota and facebook and learn up my choir song!!!!! christmas LALALALA!!
practically did nothing today in camp coz of the long weekend so no mails no nothing....... bloody hell.................
anyways you yes you noe i'm talking abt you.....no reply nor msg abt everyth except tt when you nid mi to answer your queries..... =/
and YOU!!! yes you.............................i dun care if i am gonna scream on my blog i'm stiu fucking pissed at your bloody attitude and the way you treat fellow consortians.....FUCK YOU!
ZOFIA.......DAOS!!!!! lol......happy deepavali!!! hahahaha.......i will gladly help u burn down your house if you ask mi to =)))
joyce - i noe u missed me =X ( shhh....dun tell anyone okok??? )
passed my final theory test....but kinda upset coz i was oping for sumth more challenging!! LOL THIS IS NOT BEING COMPLACENT! ITS JUST BEING RADICAL HAHAHA.....obviously u nid more competent drivers on the rad who understand more abt giving way and having patience rather than those road gangsters who think that waiting 1 min is equivalent to them having to kill their own parents =.=
anyways date for the practical is not set yet......think should be next yr feb ba.....which gives mi 4 months of driving =))
today went back to work slept in the ofice argued wif ppl laugh wif PM ppl....den lunch met kenneth and all the officers for CPT Andrew's formal farewell dinner at Ajisen........kinda rip mi of coz i would prefer eating the lor mee cooked by the canteen auntie.....but the event calls for it... =/
MAJ Pao was nice =))) she seemed fierce but turned out to be a v v easy person to talk to.just hope tt i wun become another unofficial PA =/
LOL...
hmmmmmm had a sudden craving for laksa......FYI my dinner comprises of 1 and only 1 apple....guess how pathetic is tt?!???!?! no choice hav to save money....even tuition at mac i oso cannot eat mac.....too ex plus the food so oily!!
fuck...y muz u come along wif us to batam??? u and ur fucking "reverberato" =.=
go eat shit
finally the day tt i hav been waiting for is here........FTT.....
i must pass MUZ PASS!!!
i wan to get my license by next yr Feb...
so i MUST PASS!!!
btw joyce i noe u miss mi.....ALOT =P
STOP PISSING MI OFF AND STOP STICKING UR OVERLARGE NOSE INTO OTHER PPL'S AFFAIRS.....
HOW I WANT TO DO STUFF IS SOLELY UP TO MI.....SO U FUCKING HELL BETER GET IT IN UR PENTIUM 1/2 CRANIUM OF URS......
FUCKING MAKE UP UR IDEA AND TINK BEFORE ACTING........ _|_ (=.=) _|_
AND STOP PISSING MI OFF......spoiled my entire sunday...
finally thought abt blogging abt Brinsingr..
really cant wait for the last and final book to come out..
for all those that hav actually read the book.......good for you!!
for those tt hav not touched it.....ITS A MUST BUY!! haha...
alamak i sound like a salesman here..but good things are meant to be shared wor!
i've thought long and hard and finally i'm v v clear this time....i want to make it work and hope it will be successful this time! but i want to keep it on a holding list for some time first....make sure that she feels the same way first then i'll want to make my move....
Lastly, as quoted from Brinsingr,
Atra esterní ono thelduinMor'ranr lífa unin hjarta onrUn du evarínya ono varda
which translates to:
May good fortune rule over you,
peace live in your heart,
and the stars watch over you.
boring.....so boring in camp!!
haha...finally its Friday...a raining friday..wif so many emo songs coming up one after another on 88.3....memories just keep rolling back...
they were beautiful....no matter how bad or embaressing it was at tt point of time =))
i should document my life into a book before i die...and to make it as colourful as possible....i shall enjoy and hav fun and smile and fool around everyday!! =)))
if tomorrow never comes, will she know how much i love her?
did i try in every way, to show her everyday,
she's my only one??
i suddenly hav an impulse to go on the radio and tune it to 88.3 FM...
OMG gone is the listening to same ld songs from my MP3 days....finding and repeating songs over and over and over again.......but now..............
I LEAVE IT ALL TO LUCK!!!! btw......88.3 is quite an easy station to listen to....now den i noe the broadcasting location for it is at DTTB, CMPB..........lol......i tot althou SAF sponsored radio station wun be located der but who noes?!!??!?!
ok wednesday is gone!!!!! v soon the weekends are here and i'm going to enjoy myself again......next week monday and tuesday on leave.....and my fren will be posting to another unit on tuesday so gues can only say goodbye to him on friday.....saddening la.....
NS Life??? in short......SHIOKNESS.... i rather be a civilian nonetheless...but still its beginning to be one of my happiest times in my life right now....
just got off the phone wif joyce..................GOD u r stiu missed by me.....althou not sorely like ytd la......too bad u r my irritating buddy wad......feels weird without u irritating mi ard and vice versa =))
sudenly hav a craving to slp 10 hrs....v tired and shagged out....tml stiu gotta teach...... I NID ENERGY!!! =/
just had dinner wif sher sher da jie....omg i suddenly realised i missed her so much!! haven't seen her for 3 months yet it felt soooooo long haha.....
had BAK CHOR MEE!!!! and stingray and lala.......lolx.... DA JIE NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS U WiLL ALWAYS BE MY DA JIE LOL!!!......
God i will be so lost without her around =/
finally at work place had a change of seat.....and got alot of reforms coming right up!!! woots i love work right now....
and last but not least JOYCE!!!!! u love appearing offline right?? lol....u r SORELY MISSED =PP
time always seemed to pass at an alarming rate when u are enjoying urself =/
anyways today's consort was like super fun!!! CAROLS!!! = CHRISTMAS COME EARLY =P
dunno how to describe but i so totally enjoying singing songs that wil make ppl smile and enjoy..... also will be performing on Nov 21....so look out for it yea!?!??!
BATAM TRIP IS CONFIRMED!!! OMG.........the first consort outing wif all my close consort frens.....
today has made me realise tt i really do hav a bunch of close frens whom i can really pour out my feelings and fool around wif...... gosh wad would i do without them?? seriously, i dunno =/
let time pass fast enough so that weekends will come and we can sing again......yet i'm stiu kinda nervous coz i next week monday is my FTT.....bloody shitz how??? haven't finished studying yet....die lo..=/ haha......
i HEART consort and frens and everyth tt contains chocolate......talking abt food was shoping on impulse just now in Giant...den chanced upon a HUAT KWEY mix...so just bought it....am planning to make huat kway.........any guinea pigs willing to try??? =))
i'm so really sorry abt everyth i hav said or had done to all my peers and frens ard me...
i'm like seriously short fused recently...dunno y but tend to flare up at the most trivial things and matters....maybe i should take a break from being so serious and concentrate with having fun???
but.....HOW THE HECK AM I ABLE TO CONCENTRATE WIF A FUCKED UP KNEE????
damn.....swelling has not gone down...had difficulty walking and bending my left leg......in short...CRIPPLED!!! woots welcome the life of screwedshitnesss.....=)))
i'm so looking forward to my wheelchair now...=))))
BAH.....
life's so fair and beautiful.....=)
ROCK ON!!!!! YEA!!!! MY KNEE'S BUSTED UP AGAIN!!!!
honestly i dunno wad i'm stiu happy abt it but then right now.....knee's the idiotic one....cant bend and can't walk properly......
SIANZDED!....
study hard all!!! A levels are looming like closer and closer.......to be precise u only have like.....22 day left? lol....
come to tink of it.....precisely the this point of time last yr i was mugging my ass away..... staying in school all the way till the frigging library closes...enjoying all the free biscuits and milo, and talking cock wif he fan and jasper and adi and some of the S10 ppl.....while looking at tt bird play my psp can complete my FF7 for mi, while all discussing abt gals and our future when we wanted a break.......
OH YA AND THE TALK ABT Y PROTONS HAV ON NEGATIVE CHARGE!! LOL!............for more information pls approach he fan....he has the full story =))
omg....time seemed to pas so fast....last yr i was stiu and able bodied guy who cant stop jumping and running.......exactly one year later here i am at home wif a busted up knee cap and a crazy body to mix......=/
omg...i nid a respite from all these......i nid to scream out loud and release everyth......
this is not being emo pls, but this really did happen to mi.....and ok althou i've learnt to live wif my disability.......IT STIU AFFECTS ME!!! GODDAMMIT!!!!
i miss seeing you.......take a pic and send to mi on how u look now???? how i really hope i can just call to say i love you....but i can guess the ending of this fairytale.......a toad in my throat which prevents mi from saying the 3 words that i really wanna tell u......
fuck it. see?!?!? i'm useless......
我懂了她
finally got time to blog again....
this week seemed short but stiu fun!!! celebrated daph's birthday and kenneth and guys bought daphne a fishing game....tink its quite fun to see all the 20 plus yr old guys gathering around a toy that is suited for kids aged 3 and above...LOL!!.....
i'm really starting to love my vocation and posting at PAC.........cant wait to ORD....at the same time i dunno whether i'll cry or nt... coz its like a family there....=)
anyways i realised that i can't live without you in my life......Guess the MBTI test was super accurate tt i nid ppl in my life to affirm my feelings.....and YOU are one of them.....=/
man and ytd strained my ACL....sianz now i'm super lame....and poor......cant wait till pay day =)
finally everyth is like working fine...
i really sincerely hope that all my frens out there would forgive me for all the wrongs that i have once committed..and i really mean to change over a new leaf...
this week is just awesome...i love my workplace!!! lol or other ppl call it a camp...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPH!!!
haha......and btw thanks for the yakitori rice treat today...had loads of fun today......esp wif yzhi and gang and all...driving's going great......i'm just praying hard tt SER will pass her exams wif flying colours.....i really hope u wil!!
and then.......I REALISE MY BLOG IS A BLOG TT MY CLASSMATES VISIT OFTEN DE HOR!?!?!?!??!?!? MEIYIN AND KAI WEN AND JIAYAN AND CHAI YIENG...ALAMAK....
haha....nvm la i'm emo to start wif...who cares!?!? the world can end tml and yet i stiu can dun care as long as got food to eat got song to sing can le..hhaaha....
btw i did sumth cool today........the MBTI test......woah..sounds chim...but i got to know my performance pattern and a better understanding of my strengths and weaknesses........YAY!!!....
i love my life at this moment.......so let things just remain at status quo =))
