wake up. it's over.
a fantasy is just a fantasy.
leave it be.
damn y is this affecting me so much? how am i supposed to act now that this is made known to me?
Normal? to what extent of normality to you is considered normal?
why is it affecting me so much in the first place?
a thousand questions and not one answer to any one of them.
fuck
finally had the liberty of enjoying a monday without any work to do...although Daphne and Edward behind me are working their asses off..... tried to lighten their load but oh well....
enjoying my free time to the max by reading GTO now...wonder wad manga i can go into after GTO??? any suggestions? Nodame Cantobile sounds quite good....but Fate Stay Night no more new chapters....DAMN!!
had a super crazy weekend sia....shan't elaborate else rama will flatten me.... =P
finally a word to all out there who is boliao enough to visit my blog......NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO...LOVE YOURSELF..=))) coz you can't love another without first learning how to love yourself...
of course not asking you to be a Narcissist (i tink tt's how u spell it la).....go think abt it...=)
working non stop in NS now...
gotta prove my professionalism!!! DAMMIT I'M THE BEST!!!
PERFECTIONIST!! W00Ts!!!
anyways Rama's birthday this tuesday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY U PIECE OF WALKING HAIRBALL! hehs...went drinking and partying with them on tuesday...lucky i did not drink much else i wun be able to drive home and will be stuck in Chevrons till the next day....one of the shitty things that i have to endure: - good frens all living in the west of singapore while i live on the other side...
but........... HELL I LOVE THAT PLACE!! LOL although HRMC ppl some is really one screw loose, but it has been a hell of an experience there....i think i will really cry when my ORD day comes man...lol!!
anyways, got my second earhole pierced last friday! woots...kinda happy la...got to drive to work nowadays as well so not so bad! enjoy seh.... although stiu hav to wake up early to buy breakfast, but i dun mind la coz i can siam eating canteen lousy food!
now waiting for time to tick down coz meeting the rst at 12 to seurprise Yezhi for his birthday. kinda happening sia...he 21 yrs old liao seh! lol i dunno wad they will do to me next yr sia when i turn 21...most prob i wun be able to survive to blog again after they are finished with me....
Hsiangling is back from America liao. kinda.....different feelings...mixed feelings la more like it...but i'm v v clear in what i want in life nowadays as i have spent soooooo long thinking abt it...
all i want is YOU! uh huh.....99% certain.....e other 1% is for me to love myself...=)))
all in all, back to gymming! i wanna be fit! haha...
siao liao tml cannot wake up...got crazy things happening tml sia....first up rama and kev and jon are planning to get their bottles of hard liquor to Changi village and thon there the whole night...to talk and drink...ask me to drive and meet them but i doubt i'll drive la...most prob take a bus so can knock myself drunk....FUCK thought tml will go clubbing...omg sian diaoz...and just when Ms Val has made Pump room sounded so cool and inviting...damn...
back to talking terms with julie....honestly if not abt work, she's kinda nice...
but stiu i <3 Daphne and Jill and Joycelyn Jie Jie and Sylvia and Val!! i think they are after all, kinda like the best ppl ard to talk to....although sumtimes Jill and Daph can be sarcastic but i can take it la haha!!!
Sylvia and Val is ppl who i can bitch with! song ah!
and Joycelyn jie jie is by far the best jie jie i hav!! thanks for taking care of me so well! how i wish i could really be your didi...=DD
sorry i tink this should be my longest post so far ba.....kinda bored coz too long nv blog and so many things happen la...
but one thing's for sure!
CHANGE is COMING!!! i'm gonna change for the better!! 100% certain i'll be another new person by the time i'm out of RSAF and UC...
Havent been blogging for awhile..
yes i'm not going to Hangzhou anymore...thanks to some incident on the face...FUCK...
Last Sunday just met up with Szeying!! hehs havent seen u in ages.. good to see u doing well...STUDY HARD!! A LEVELS NIA!! lol been there done that so can say such stuff =D
done some homework on Excel and now i can function better.....
lastly...can't wait for weekends to come!! den can meet up again =))))
damn i sound like a teenager experiencing puppy love.......again...
